Feeling nothing.
Have you ever felt blank ? Just empty. Like nothing can fix you ? Or no one ? That feeling that isn’t a feeling. Pushing those that love you the most away & you have no clue why ? I hate this weird emptiness. I’m sorry I don’t mean to shove you aside, I just need to think about nothing. That’s it… Think about nothing. Smoke a cigarette & just sit there. Hmm……
fall for me<3
Please let me SHOW you that not everyone is going to break your heart… let me treat you how you have always deserved. Fall in love with me, ill be waiting patiently to catch you <3
‘Love’ ? -Cassandra Rodriguez
& to think that I would feel this way so quickly after what was so called ‘love’. Was it ignorance the fact that I was truly blinded by something so immature? Or Maybe it was just comfort more than ‘love’. Just feeling a little appreciated, just a tad special. Nothing head over heels like, but similar. What is ‘Love’ ? I want to be in love with love. The infatuation of being with someone & just never letting go. Not obsession, but that true unconditional love, where you can find yourself within that person. Feeling like maybe everything could be perfect just for one moment in your life. But hey for now trying to find it is not what I need, ill let it come to me if it really wants to <3
Missing you…. -Cassandra Rodriguez
I miss you day by day more and more, eventually ill miss you so much I won’t know you anymore & it’ll make it that much more easier for me to get over you, but I will never forget you…
Horoscope <3
You may now be wishing away a period of your life because it is difficult. You understandably want to get to a happier part of your life. But the rain, or the dark period, that you are now experiencing is necessary too. Immerse yourself in it and find a way to get something good out of it. Good times are coming soon enough.
When I was Little, I always wanted to be rich. I see now that money brings no happiness. Money comes with a fake life filled with people who love what you offer them, the women you are with are in love with Your lifestyle, not what you bring to the table. The material you wear is higher quality but the quality of life is vague and filled with false emotions. I’d rather be dead broke next to the woman who will go through it with me, be there when the good is good and the horrible cant get any worse, I would much rather have that than be rich and married to a life that never gives you true love, or true anything for that matter. I know now, I’ve been rich my whole life and not a single dollar has ever been invested to my happiness.
(Source: robospeaks)
& yes I have legs that will last for days & shoes that will last ages
About me
Cassandra <3I just want someone to love me for who I am.... JUST ME :*)
As I stare at you, this very moment, I had realized you're still the one i wanna fall for, every second from now<3
